Its Something Else.....

There is something else. There is something that is here nor there. We live in a world of extremes....either there is love or hatred, either there is life or death.

But sometimes we feel somewhere in between. We feel something in our hearts that says to us that this isnt something that we can define or name.

Some of us will it friendship and some of us will call it Love. But its neither. Nor is it as distant as friendship and nor is it as close as love.....We know that we will eventually lose this and all this is temporary, yet we are not saddened. We want to cling on yet want to move on.
We meet people and get attracted to them...we talk and become friends....but somewhere we always want to know more...talk more and be more together....its nothing physical....sometimes we havent even met that person in person...but something always lingers on about that person...something of an after image, that stays fresh even when the person is gone....

How many of us remember that girl's face that we saw on the foggy day in mountains when on holiday one early morning...??...Dont knw who is that lady or where going....dont know where she is now...yet the after image remains...

How many of us think of those un-named people we met in life and then moved on?..how many of us want to know what happened to them?..How many of us have that curosity in us to know what happened to that school mate of 2nd class whom i used to sit with?...there are many loose ends in our story of life that are probably never taken care of....
Something binds...maybe mutual interests....maybe mutual admiration. Its a very thin line...its a very rare entity....It usually arises when we stop having expectations yet we have desires.....and when these desires are fulfilled, it gives a new high every time......

Fulfilled Expectations give us a relief whereas fulfilled desires give a high....

I cant name this in between temporary stage..but its as beautiful as the morning dew and as intoxicating as the aroma of a freshly grounded coffee..
and till it lasts...its good and when it is gone..i hope it is better....

Maybe someday i will name this...but till then...lets enjoy what we have....