Monday, May 25, 2009

Another one..

14th Failure today...still getting used to it...

Dunno why it happens...i dont mind failures but god has to give strength to go through it again and again..
I hope i am able to rise above this and move on..

Time for the next exam...13th june 8 :00 AM Chandigarh...

Byess..
Zubin

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Go the Distance.....

hey ppl

i am posting after long time...lots have changed since...
i gave many exams for my PG entrance...wasnt lucky anyplace...and i am still in process for the same.....fighting hard....as ever...

I realized a few things in these last many months....that what does it take to stand up again and again to face the biggest fears that affect you...
You know..when we doctors are in college, we are afraid of failures.....we are afraid of mistakes....Since last 3 months..i couldnt clear a single exam...13 failures...but still every day i get up and fight....everyday i get up and pick up a book to continue read....jus beliving in myself...thts wht this profession has taught me...it aint about how hard you hit, its about how much you can get it, how much you can take and still keep moving forward...thats how winning is done. ( remeber this line anyone?)

That line is from rocky balboa....i again saw the series recently...and it hit me with so many similarities....We make mistakes...we go down...we lose yet as doctors, we never give up...We again get up to see the next patient or the next question in my case...

We live so near to failures...every day patient die....we are surrounded by death...to be brutally honest we can never win this fight with death....yet each day we rise to do our jobs....we never celebrate success..We jus go the distance...

We jus have to go the Distance
I jus have the go the distance
coz Battles are won by those who persist when others have fallen around them....

Zubin